I question myself as I see my dreams disappearing as I do not feed the person I wished to be. It has been so long since I last dedicated some time to myself and allow myself to be creative. I used to get random bursts of inspiration and I would run to jot down my…
sleep
Waking up I felt okay, I wanted to stay in bed because the sleep felt necessary. However, the burden of life and it’s stresses pushed me to get up. A giant wave of tiredness dragged on me through the day, but I kept pushing and pushing until I was able to walk away. I’m tired.…
It’s been over a year
Hello, as I reintroduce myself to the web, I am Zayra. I like to write and share random stuff. Life is precious and I have neglected my joy for writing. Writing is both therapeutic and inspirational to myself. Last year, I'm sure for many the world was a scary place. And so many of us…
Goodbye 2019
The end of the year is coming up and all I can think about is how I'm getting older and that time is moving quicker. As I reflect on my past ten years I think about the people who have come into my life and made an impact on me. I also look back on…
Life is Bananas (aka life of z)
Hey friend, About a few weeks ago I started a little experiment of my life in a week where I wanted to capture my daily life through a series of photos. Whether it was random things I saw or things that inspired me. And honestly, it didn't work for me. I always forgot to take…
Life of Z: Weeks 4 & 5
Hello there! Happy November my friend, have you been reading my words? Have you been enjoying my photos? Life is always moving so quickly and I try to capture as much as I can through photos. Though, I love living in the moment. Aren't we all just strangers trying to put ourselves out there? Make…
Life of Z: Week 3
Hey there! As I write to reflect the past I realize how long and busy it was. I can't remember the last time I sat to enjoy doing nothing. Working two jobs back to back is no joke. Seriously, I'm super tired. However, through all the madness I managed to SURVIVE! It wasn't easy, and…
Life of Z: Week 2
Hello!This week is extraordinary out of my comfort zone. I usually don't tend to go out much because I get anxious or simply don't want to go out. However, I started a new job and that pushed me to get out of my zone a bit. I am a bus commuter so it was interesting…
Life of Z: Week 1
Hey there! I hope you are doing well! You could call me the queen of procrastination because I never write, or put it aside... haha well. I just keep getting caught up in my life. My anxiety and always making excuses for myself. Like I just want to live and enjoy. The other day I…
Overcoming Fears
Hello!I hope you're doing well. I can't believe that June is almost over, summer in SOCAL has been gloomy and honestly, nice. I guess I'm one of those people who thrives in cold weather or cool weather (INSERT SUNGLASSES EMOJI). Haha, just kidding, we are all cool. So, anxiety has been manageable and luckily enough…
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